Moi

Mon, 20 Mar 2006 04:37:20 GMT

tonight I'm going to try to escape into something other than my own thoughts for they are too painful at the moment. This is the only place I feel safe...

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 05:57:05 GMT

May I look through your eyes and see something more beautiful...

Mon, 21 Nov 2005 15:12:15 GMT

Thought I might say Hi. It's been awhile.

I am so bored...

Sat, 21 May 2005 23:59:44 GMT

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Oh too true..

Thu, 19 May 2005 18:56:02 GMT

Your Birthdate: August 13

Being born on the 13th day of the month should help make you a better manager and organizer, but it may also give you a tendency to dominate people a bit.

You may be more responsible and self-disciplined than you realize.

Sincere and honest, you are a serious, hard working individual.

Your feeling are likely to seem somewhat repressed at times.

You are apt to be much more practical, rational, and conscious of details.

Your intolerance and insistence on complete accuracy can be irritating to some.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

I'm stressed and it shows...

Mon, 02 May 2005 23:27:32 GMT

classes are over...
for the next week anyway...

there is so much love for you

And you love me anyway...

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 00:55:42 GMT

You May Be a Bit Borderline ...

Your mood swings make a roller coaster look tame!

When you're up, you're a little bit crazy...

And when you're down, your whole world is crashing

Scary thing is, these moods can change by the minute!

What Personality Disorder Are You?

Yeah...

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 23:06:34 GMT

What Icons are for you? by ladyallie
Username
Favourite Colour
Sex
Your Love icon is...
Your Sad Icon is...
Your Happy Icon is...
Your Angry Icon is...
Your Food Icon is...
Your Animal Icon is...
Your Random Icon is...
Your Cartoon Icon is...
Your Sexy Icon is...

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Thu, 21 Apr 2005 03:11:55 GMT

All of my insides collapsed into each other and I vomited out every piece of you. i coughed and choked and the contents burned my throat as i continued to vomit out legs and arms and lips. then there you were right in front of me. i felt nothing. i watched you with your back turned walk away from me slowly fading into nothing. With each step you took i forgot you, your smile, your laugh. I felt nothing. Then you were gone i could no longer remember what i had been looking at, i could no longer remember why i had been standing there, only the taste of vomit remained in my mouth.

And it felt good.

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 00:35:56 GMT

*so let go, so let go and jump in
oh well, what you waiting for?
it's alright 'cause there's beauty in the breakdown
so let go, so let go and just get in
oh, it's so amazing here
it's alright 'cause beauty in the breakdown

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 02:48:03 GMT

love is just about what you're willing to sacrifice...

I'm back..

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 04:36:58 GMT

though you probably never knew I was gone.

Tonight I spent with Shauna running various errands and watching my life flash before my eyes quite a few times. She told me I was not yet stable enough to go home (oh, honesty) so we spent the remainder of our night rolling through the isles of meijer looking for items to fill our new home (yes, rolling) It had to be one of the best nights I've had in a while.

Tomorrow I'm going to take a short journey while my creativity it still flowing *hoping everything comes together how it's supposed to be...

In more ways than one.

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 04:18:37 GMT

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	breath taking
Your hugs are...	friendly
Your eyes...	twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...	the only thing I desire
Your smell is...	exotic
Your smile is...	entrancing
Your love is...	one of a kind

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I am *lovely

I should be studying...

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 20:44:08 GMT

but I'm not. I think that if I read one more thing my brain with explode. Fascinating.

I love how Shauna likes to put the most flattering pictures of me on the web. Ha. Which reminds me, I should update my picture...

And my still life is due this week...

I think I'm going to enjoy my pseudo week off before my actual week off. If anyone feels like hanging out you know the number.

Hanging out at shauna's new house...

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 03:45:45 GMT

Freakin' sweet...
but i got issues...

choices:
Take muscle relaxers and fall asleep here...
or take them when i get home...

Where exactly is home?

Honestly..

Mon, 21 Feb 2005 21:53:46 GMT

Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover

You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires.
And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek.
You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships.
It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

I went to Ann Arbor this weekend...

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 00:22:58 GMT

A building massive and covered with fog...
A room covered it fading light...
A boy I never expected to see (helpless)

His name is Josh Sandy,
He'll be 16 in a month
And he needs a heart...

If you believe in a God please say a prayer for him
and if you don't,
do it anyway...

*Hoping someone else will take his place

Thu, 16 Dec 2004 19:15:09 GMT

If you're home for christmas you should call the girl that's home year round--- me =)

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 23:39:07 GMT

Question of the day:

What exactly validates you?

*papers due no later than friday

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 02:47:48 GMT

I want to be...

stronger

Mentally and physically.

I hate that all i ever do is fall apart.

Wed, 15 Sep 2004 02:27:18 GMT

I have a new e-mail : bmuze@comcast.net

use wisely.

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 02:18:41 GMT

When exactly does your life go from ordinary to extraordinary?

Today I grinned from ear to ear...

Sat, 04 Sep 2004 04:56:01 GMT

I grinned from ear to ear because when I went to Panera I met a man. He was an older black gentlemen with no shoes. This shoeless man first offered to pour my Dr.Pepper for me (because of course he was standing right in from of the soda machine). When I politely declined his offer and began to pour my soda he put his hand on a cup full of change that had been sitting next to him on the counter and began to proclaim how rich he was. I smiled. Heck I beamed.

Then I took one more look at the large gap the separated his big toe from all the others and I left.

I am feeling quite artistic today...

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 03:24:05 GMT

silly as well. I am always silly when I'm feeling happy. today has been a good day.

First of all I hung out with Murphy, which was awesome.

BTW there is a sweet coffee shop off of walled lake dr. It's a coffeehouse/art gallery. Everyone should waste a little time there this summer.

Murphy and I went to the fore mentioned (sp?) coffeehouse, wasted some time in borders looking at various photo books, and did a bit of shopping. all in all pretty sweet.

David is being wonderful.

I got to see Erin for a bit.

Also, I have Shauna's social security # so I can now ruin her life (Just kidding babe =)

And I am talking way to much. I also seem to wanna do that when I'm feeling good.

ALL RIGHT....

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 04:33:30 GMT

I think its ridiculous that at age 18 you are considered a legal adult able to move out, vote, be shipped off to war, and most importantly commit a slow form of sucide by purchasing cigarettes, but you can't check into a hotel.

Apparently you have to have been an adult for three years to do something as serious as that.