Moi

tonight I'm going to try to escape into something other than my own thoughts for they are too painful at the moment. This is the only place I feel safe...

May I look through your eyes and see something more beautiful...

Thought I might say Hi. It's been awhile.

classes are over...
for the next week anyway...

there is so much love for you

All of my insides collapsed into each other and I vomited out every piece of you. i coughed and choked and the contents burned my throat as i continued to vomit out legs and arms and lips. then there you were right in front of me. i felt nothing. i watched you with your back turned walk away from me slowly fading into nothing. With each step you took i forgot you, your smile, your laugh. I felt nothing. Then you were gone i could no longer remember what i had been looking at, i could no longer remember why i had been standing there, only the taste of vomit remained in my mouth.

And it felt good.

*so let go, so let go and jump in
oh well, what you waiting for?
it's alright 'cause there's beauty in the breakdown
so let go, so let go and just get in
oh, it's so amazing here
it's alright 'cause beauty in the breakdown

love is just about what you're willing to sacrifice...

though you probably never knew I was gone.

Tonight I spent with Shauna running various errands and watching my life flash before my eyes quite a few times. She told me I was not yet stable enough to go home (oh, honesty) so we spent the remainder of our night rolling through the isles of meijer looking for items to fill our new home (yes, rolling) It had to be one of the best nights I've had in a while.

Tomorrow I'm going to take a short journey while my creativity it still flowing *hoping everything comes together how it's supposed to be...

In more ways than one.

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	breath taking
Your hugs are...	friendly
Your eyes...	twinkle in the moonlight
Your touch is...	the only thing I desire
Your smell is...	exotic
Your smile is...	entrancing
Your love is...	one of a kind
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I am *lovely

but I'm not. I think that if I read one more thing my brain with explode. Fascinating.

I love how Shauna likes to put the most flattering pictures of me on the web. Ha. Which reminds me, I should update my picture...

And my still life is due this week...

I think I'm going to enjoy my pseudo week off before my actual week off. If anyone feels like hanging out you know the number.

Freakin' sweet...
but i got issues...

choices:
Take muscle relaxers and fall asleep here...
or take them when i get home...

Where exactly is home?

A building massive and covered with fog...
A room covered it fading light...
A boy I never expected to see (helpless)

His name is Josh Sandy,
He'll be 16 in a month
And he needs a heart...

If you believe in a God please say a prayer for him
and if you don't,
do it anyway...

*Hoping someone else will take his place

If you're home for christmas you should call the girl that's home year round--- me =)

Question of the day:

What exactly validates you?

*papers due no later than friday

I want to be...

stronger

Mentally and physically.

I hate that all i ever do is fall apart.